It's been a while since my last post but I have been hard at work. It is soooo hard to tell progress, though!! I get a little down looking at pics of myself. I actually "doctored" them. You know, trying to hide the imperfections, smooth out my skin and then I realized something. I was actually hiding my progress!!! So, I need to be real. I went back and kept the photos as is. Boy, they looked great airbrushed!!! But, that's not me and I need to be honest with myself. The only thing I did to these pics was brighten the exposure cause the shots were a little dark and tried to take away a little of the blurriness.
Yes, I look angry but I actually just got out of the shower and NO MAKEUP!!!!! (I am actually in a happy state)
Well, the suit HAS to go! Is doing nothing for my bottom!!! I CAN blame my ass on the suit, right??
Boy, the shoulders are gradually getting there but the lats need some desperate attention!! COME ON V TAPER!!! I can see a little more in the traps now so I'm pleased. This is a learning experience!!
I still have a long road ahead. Still trying to put on weight. Healthy weight. Muscle. When I start to lean out for the competition 12 weeks out (April 8), knowing that I will lose a little hard earned muscle, I need to get big!!!
Out for now!!
